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Re: A New Milestone
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Posted by KatG on October 23, 2004 at 14:00:41 from (220.127.116.11):
In Reply to: A New Milestone posted by Cindi on October 23, 2004 at 12:24:14:
Lord have mercy Cindi...you must be hurting so bad...You know things have a way of working them selfs out but damn you wonder why...when...and how...
Seems like I have been going through a turmoil almost everyday this past week...felt like just withdrawing and have quite abit except to all of you on this forum...Like New-Gen said I tell ya'll things MAtt don't even know...
He use to be a bad acoholic and was very abusive..verblly never got physical...For the first 10 years of our marriage I wodered why didn't I just die and get out of all of this...Shocker huh???...He has been quite drinking almost 8 years now...yes he is still mouthy but not like he use to be...lest I can talk to him and he remembers..
I wake up every morning wondering if this will be the day he goes back to drinking...or if he goes to town by his self and is gone for atie...I think maybe he went to the beer store...
Why I am even talking about this I don't know...But I know what pain someone that you dearly love can deal you....I am trying to just live one day at a time now but that sure ain't easy...KAtG
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